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Time for Talking

Ok seriously…..

It’s time for talking.

The last week or so has been a little difficult wouldn’t you agree?

It’s has been personal, it’s has taken us to a place where we weren’t our best….a place that exists in the bloody past….moments of self indulgence that made us dislike ourselves, making the ‘hole’ greedy for our souls.

Well….that spell is BROKEN….whew!….thankyou to my present state of being, for that final reminder that all that ‘was’ has made me a better version of me ‘today.’

It’s a hiccup in this vortex of current life, that poked a ‘hole’ in our being. Although It didn’t make us fall and disappear into it, it did make us stick our heads in it and have a good look around.

We didn’t like what we saw.

I’m using we/us in this conversation because, all the private messages I’ve received lately, have alerted me to the fact, that I wasn’t going down a solitary path….or looking into a deep dark abyss or hole of self pity, by myself….there have been quite a few of us it seems.

So conversations with my guides….

Me: what the hell is this misery? I thought I was past this, I thought I was better?

Them: you have been complacent, we needed to test you.

Me: again?

Them: we love you, we need to remind you of who you are, what you are and why you are.

Me: ok, I get it, thanks for that….but please….enough already? I promise I’ll be good from now on?

Them: You are truly loved, now go to sleep.

Me: doh! 🙏❤️

Peace out Jac

Discussion with my spirit guides

Just have to put this here, to make sense of it, I might ramble but feel free to scroll on past or comment 😍

I was having a conversation with my guide, I call him Metatron…..I know people understand the energy behind that name.

I had loads of questions, that I won’t go into as they are personal, then I asked, ‘is Metatron your real name?’ He said no. I asked why he answers to that name, and he said, ‘because that’s what you call me.’ Doh!

Of course I asked what his real name was, and I couldn’t make it out, so I just said ‘I’m going to just keep calling you Metatron then’ and we both laughed… I understand I’m not talking to an AA.

I have a memory of being off planet, and I have always thought that my partner was the being that I was with at the time…..I asked the question, ‘that memory, is it real? and was that being, my partner?, the response was, that yes, the memory was real, but…..he said no, it was not your partner, it was us and we are sorry we left you abruptly, that did not serve you, but there was a war. Your partner is a warrior that we sent to you, to protect you….and he does.

I was stunned, that suddenly I wasn’t talking to ‘him’ I was talking to ‘them.’ I have always had abandonment issues…..I didn’t expect this apology, it sort of exploded in my head lol….and then there was a war….it bought it all to a timeline in space.

I should have asked way more important questions, but it was a long conversation and I was being urged to go to sleep by him/them….I was insisting that I need to see his face, I get outlines from time to time, the features change, I believe now, it’s because they are an entity, a group.

I asked that I see his face/faces in dream state, I asked he/they stay with me as much time had past, and I felt comforted by his presence…..and dream I did? Or perhaps not….it felt so real….more like another timeline and a little more ‘warlike’ than I wanted. But that’s for another post.

Whew! I feel like I just purged! Lol 🙏

Love and blessings Jac

Fertiliser or experience?

We find ourselves on a discovery,

Looking for those things just out of our reach,

We are faced with a certain amount of understanding,

And sometimes, we find answers to some of the questions.

Have your answers bought you to a place where you know you voluntarily sacrificed your heart ❣ in your now, non existent past?

Read that again.

You knew you deserved better, it just took a while to be courageous enough to show yourself you care. ❤️

Love you too.


Thankyou and Choice.

You know…..

I rarely ask for anything, from anyone.

I’m not doing it now, this is an observation.

And there will be a question….(well, maybe a couple lol)

I’ve noticed something.

When other people appeal to you for help.

(Note: I’m aware this is the nature of what I do and am, I purposely attract it and it fills my heart)


Everyone has a story, something that makes a difference in their lives, a lost, much loved pet, child, or family member. People suffering heartbreak, family violence, addiction, financial difficulties, illness, disease, crime….it can be overwhelming.

But we are asked to help. We share, we hug, we donate, we spend hours supporting by phone, face to face or social media.


We encourage, we give….including when it comes to the services we offer…..without expectations of a thankyou.

But is it enough?


We hope we will make a ‘tiny’ difference by our own choice to help, even though we understand it might be perceived as not enough.

Are we in an age of…’s not enough?

We are in an age of…’s not enough?

Which is it?

Or….are we collectively at a point where we simply don’t know how to improve our own experience of THIS life we’ve been given….we forget to be grateful.


Many people have expectations that their life should be supported by others, by governments, simply by their right to BE.

What makes one person more important than others? Does it come back to Wealth? Health?

I realise I might ‘trigger’ some people here.

You are already the judge.

By your divine right of free will.


Take from this life whatever you will, whatever you have or don’t have….this life hasn’t served you a bad meal, it has served you the choice of what you want to, or guided to taste.

There are ways to be stronger, better, healthier and more abundant….with support that will allow you and by osmosis, your loved ones, to be their own master….but it takes a while to overcome your choices.

Doesn’t everyone want to stand tall?

If I want to make different choices, without expectations, help others little by little, I have to be a better brighter me….what about you?



Thankyou and blessings,


Food for thought – Claircognizance/Crown Chakra

Food for thought…..getting your head around what are described as your Claire’s…..


Sometimes the knowledge you gather becomes even more confusing, with clear….(note the play on words) information. 😍

Understanding Chakras, can be similar.

We discover interpretations that assist us on this path, usually there is a semblance of similarities offered to us, so I re-iterate how important it is to grasp the truth as it feels for you.

There are no right or wrongs here, simply an inner knowing that what you discover, makes sense to you!

Trust yourself

Let’s talk about what you just know.

That moment when you close your eyes, speak to your higher self and receive information or answers……and with no shadow of a doubt you know, ‘stuff,’ is a sign that you may be Claircognizant.

Claircognizance (clear knowing) can be a simple thought, that is persistent, an inner knowledge that needs no explanation for it to be true, no proof is necessary, for you to accept it.

During meditation, or Automatic writing, we have been guided to connect to our ‘higher self,’ via our Crown Chakra and this is often when we receive, thoughts about ourselves, or others…..even spirit, that is persistent, often not leaving us until we have answers.

1. Are you consciously and effortlessly tapping in the openness of ‘all that is’ at our crown chakra?

2. Do you receive clear messages that you know to be true?

If this is the case, your most probably open to the gift of Claircognizance.

Now for the purpose of gathering information, I’m going to post a couple of links, please note under no circumstances have I had input to the information, nor do I personally know the author in either case, I simply liked the concise way it was presented.

I have chosen theses links purely due to my own belief that Quantum Physics and The Chakras are a direct link to our senses, please enjoy:

Quantum Posibilities


The next ‘blog’ post will delve a little deeper into our inner knowing, and it will question your thoughts, as is my intention.

So huge blessings my lovelies!

Peace out for now,