I sit here still a little vulnerable, after realising that as much as I forewarn others…..and as much as I know for myself…..that I am sensitive, (and becoming more so) to universal energies and the everyday thoughts and intentions of others, that my focus on staying grounded, is absolutely imperative, if I am to stay healthy, in both mind and body.
(Do you trip, when you are not grounded, when you are overthinking?)
I DO know a couple of things, there is a Full Moon on Thursday 28th, close to 3pm in the afternoon, and Mercury becomes retrograde on 25th July, until the 18th August.
NB: I was feeling SO out of sorts on Monday the 25th, I could have sworn Mercury had turned retrograde one month early!
So……back to the Full Moon.
This Moon sits in Capricorn and has an energy that asks us to make wise decisions, it is an earthy energy that comes with a disciplinarian vibe, a no-nonsence support, that feels very much like a silent, fatherly lecture.
The Full Moons energy, ALWAYS comes to me 5-7 days prior to its arrival, but this one aligns with Mercury so closely, that the seriousness of my closest relationships, very nearly took a hit……so I decided to step back for a moment….(24 hours is but a moment, in the grand scheme of things hey?)….until I could clearly see it, or should I say who, was coming.
My Dad passed to another realm 7 years ago on 24th June, but on Monday, I could hear him laughing, teasing….and I was responding in kind, cracking jokes until I felt empty and just a little lost. His energy became more insistent. I needed to be less sensitive, I needed to be disciplined, I needed to remember….so I took a high dive, deep into my past.
Now here’s where I would normally get all watery eyed about how I wasn’t understood or why I felt not included throughout my childhood, but when I came up for air, I discovered a different view, when looking at my past. I saw the need to be understood, (especially when it comes to those who are supposed to be the closest), is only viewed as being important by me….doh! Such clarity, even though I understand this stuff, sometimes, being shown the simple things differently, clears the fog, allowing you to see.
There have been so many lessons throughout my life, that when I am reminded of just how all of it has made me unique….well it does make it easier to breathe, to love and to see direction….thanks Dad.
I recently posted this photo on Time To Heal, it occurs to me that these words were a premonition of what was to come, these words are important as we move forward, as a rescue process, for when we may accidentally fall into the abyss of our past.
I guess the reason for this post, is to remind us all, that as we enter into the following energies, you may start to feel sad, guilty, or controlled by your past negative behavioural patterns.
It is important to understand that all of these feelings are fuel, as we find ourselves standing on a platform, above those deep dark waters….those life lessons actually allow us to stand more securely, our roots grow deep into our past, and our past lives, but our steadfastness give us an opportunity to see ourselves as unique and worthy….now and into the future.
So that is all for now, stay grounded my friends, expect the tentacles of the current energies to try and find you, stand strong against them, if you fall into the water, open your eyes and remember the lessons that taught you to swim.
Peace out, Jac.